johnnyqueer : Writing

Numb without you.

Numb without you.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


They say you never get over your first love. Mine still haunts me. Love is such a dangerous thing to open up to.
Carcinogen queen.

Carcinogen queen.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


Allow reason to drain from my being, I reject the quest, just let me linger.Breathe deep, gasp in carcinogen kisses.You taste like cigarettes, project..
Fix this.

Fix this.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


Inner beauty began to melt, I can't mend this.Draw lines, and cover canvas, I can't fix this.Reach out, behind devil stained lips, fix this!Cry out, p..
As if.

As if.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


As if the clouds would disperse for light,I am trapped in this fog again. I am caughtin impossible desire, mock me maliciously.As if your eyes could r..
Waiting.

Waiting.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


Waiting for him to come back again, I'm not holding my breath.
Hope.

Hope.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


Lonely, it happens every time.
Prove me wrong.

Prove me wrong.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


Just a one night lover?
Your star.

Your star.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


Eyes searching soul, abandoned butrevisited. All is black but the flicker,faded into a greater horizon. Protectionfailed to warn, you fell deeper.I cr..
Words, all we have.

Words, all we have.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


Time, thin now like ribbon.Rub me the wrong way,before spiraling downward.Remove your love from me.I am stronger alone.Laceration, run like rivers.You..
If you let me.

If you let me.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


Love like massacre, can we fade?Melt like candle, blend with thebackground. Gasp, or scream,or make no sound. Can I fade?Release ribbons of carcinogen..