johnnyqueer : Writing

Relocation.

Relocation.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


The music was playing some Spanish number, I turned whilst dancing and saw your face...My breath escaped the black lungs within me,I sucked in air and..
Living scab.

Living scab.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


This is not based on physical self harm.
The ocean.

The ocean.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


I fell in love with the crashing sensation,The loss of control adds to my obsession.It’s not my fault that I had to surrender,The push and pull ..
Claiming divinity.

Claiming divinity.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


Slipping back down the slope,The dark days are returning. Knees cascade on glass shards,Nails in my palms, prayer position. Our father, who art in hea..
I wonder what lies yonder.

I wonder what lies yonder.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


Sometimes I venture back and bask in your warmth,You had an incredible power to dissolve my anguish. Love pulsated from your being naturally like a ri..
Realization.

Realization.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


I want to pour my past over ice,Drink the pain and dance in bliss. An overdose would be expected,But at least I was okay for a while. If resuscitation..
The fear of feeling.

The fear of feeling.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


I'm becoming vulnerable again,The feeling is slowly returning.Fear envelopes my soul again,I don't want to repeat the past. Can I not live in solitude..
Tourniquet.

Tourniquet.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


I could construct an airplane from paperTo carry my thoughts way up skyward,Would you listen to me if I was screaming?Would you care if my tears fell ..
In my dreams.

In my dreams.

A Poem by johnnyqueer


All will be lost whether I choose to focus or not,Scrutiny only brings forth malignant particles...I'll just blink and pretend that I don't notice.Pla..
Haunted

Haunted

A Poem by johnnyqueer


It's just my mattress and I again,Just tossing and turning again.I'm pleading my mind go mute,I'm ignored like most nights.I'm searching for solutions..