When mental illness trudges the wayPulls down the walls of realityAbrupt end to this operaThick black curtains verge uponSomething forgottenGrey palli..
Trepidation, dispositionBelow the surface it's esoterica skin of griefself medicationAmbivalent ritualMy brain is in seizuresSomehow still humanI stas..
Lost you somewhere on the waySlow motion blur of intoxicationneed something to merge back into the waters of realitywithout drowningKeep head stronglo..
SadistBlack anxiety gutswound them around my neckBury myself aliveI enjoy clawing dirt againDread rains down like black ashbrains up in the airDancing..
Chronic depression infiltrates like august airblood turned sourCut the wirewatch it draining outI'm murmuring to myself when I've drank too muchscream..
DefeatedFleshy vultures purge on fractured backsAbsently splitting brawn from skinDragging up bitter blackInferiority complex,Splintered anxietiesLook..