Abaxial

I am. Right now, I am. I like that I am currently in the process of being.

I am a writer and an observer. I always desire to be in the mix with everyone else, but I usually stay to the sidelines because I have an aversion to being noticed.

That's actually the first time I've acknowledged that it's a fear of mine. It's confusing because I like being noticed at the very same time I'm avoiding it. What complex creatures we are, no?

I grew up with a love of computers, the mind, and words. They sometimes go together, so I put that to use when I can. Developmental psychology is a strong interest of mine, along with Quantum Physics;. I cannot claim to be an expert in either field, but they both interest me a great deal.

I like to dance, but I dislike being noticed so I rarely dance. I like to sing, but the fear is there. It's irrational because I think that people get more noticed by trying NOT to be noticed than by jumping in with everyone else.

I'm also a pacifist but not a pushover.