Another Day of Life

Another Day of Life

Verse 1

The universe is laughing at me every day

Sometimes I wake up

And I literally don't know what to say

Generational players were careless on a bed

And as a result, I'm f-u-c-k-e-d up in the head

You took away so much from me

As if you were a vampire

Sinking your nasty teeth into me

All that you are is disgusting

All that you are is frightening

Verse 2

I used to be able to closes my eyes and dream

About the possibilities of the future

Belief in myself was the driving force

Which kept hope alive

I've lost the ability to dream in colour

When daybreak arrives, darkness remains

And this darkness overshadows what's left of me

I try to infuse my senses with goodness

But slowly, I think, I'm rotting to the core

All that you are is disgusting

All that you are is frightening

Verse 3

Part of me is covered in scar tissue

The other part is exposed to the pain of knowing you

I can't begin to heal properly

Until you discontinue terrorizing me

I don't know if your mission to eradicate me

Will be successful (I hope not)

I don't know much of anything, anymore

I'm increasingly confused

How I function is a direct reaction to my surroundings

I want to be shielded from

What makes you disgusting and frightening

Chorus

On a daily basis I have to decide

Whether or not I'm going to nut the f-u-c-k up

On a daily basis I have to stomp the b-i-t-c-h within me

On a daily basis I have to say "I will not kill myself"

On a daily basis I have to remind myself to stop hating

This may be unusual for you

But for me it's just another day of life

Outro

I think about continuing

Perhaps I should stop right here

Written by B. (Wednesday, August 6, 2014)

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