Immortal Memory

Immortal Memory

Verse 1

He's the only person that I've ever loved

Only person that I've confessed it to

I revealed the many anguishes in my life

He now knows how I truly feel about him

I've never been so honest to  myself until now

I'm more at ease by confronting some of the pain

That resulted in him and I parting ways

Still, I know things won't be the same again

My world without him has changed in many ways

Verse 2

We were on a seeing each other basis

Now I desperately want to be your boyfriend

I take a blue-inked pen and write your name

On my chest, I write it on my right thigh

Who and what you are is the type of person

That I truly want to be with every day

The fact is: I have to make plans to see you

Plans which only involve you and I

Still, I know things won't be the same again

My identity without you has changed in many ways

Bridge 1

To forget everything is to deny

The deep love that I have for him

After all that has been said and done

The connection between us will remain

To ignore anything is tantamount to being insane

Bridge 2

Sleeping alone; not feeling alright

Stumbling in this dark light

That has stolen the sunshine from my life

Chorus

C. and I grew closer every day

Because of him, I feel more comfortable in being gay

I was willing to move in with him

To hold his hand in public

My immortal memory has got my first love as its captive

Written by B. (Monday, August 15, 2005)

Copyright 2005